It's unbelieveable how lately i like to spend time alone with myself, rather with anyone else or any friends, for that matter. I was known as the 'sociable' person, i can make friends whenever i go. I have a lot of friends who i can go with. Even my ex said that there will be more than 5.000 people in my wedding because that's the image of how much friends that i have in my life. I usually find my energy recharge by meeting with other person. Or spending time with my friend, doing something fun or just hanging at the house watching movies. I usually a 'yes, man' person whenever my friends ask me to hang out, anytime, anywhere. I involved in many group activities, i used to join discussion group. My life was pretty much sociable and i always have much time for them. And then realize, i never have time for myself. My life was always surrounded by crowd, by a lot of people, by the background noises until i forget how to be alone. How to just watching people f...