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Things That Happen When You Choose To Be Alone

It's unbelieveable how lately i like to spend time alone with myself, rather with anyone else or any friends, for that matter. I was known as the 'sociable' person, i can make friends whenever i go. I have a lot of friends who i can go with. Even my ex said that there will be more than 5.000 people in my wedding because that's the image of how much friends that i have in my life. I usually find my energy recharge by meeting with other person. Or spending time with my friend, doing something fun or just hanging at the house watching movies. I usually a 'yes, man' person whenever my friends ask me to hang out, anytime, anywhere. I involved in many group activities, i used to join discussion group. My life was pretty much sociable and i always have much time for them. And then realize, i never have time for myself. My life was always surrounded by crowd, by a lot of people, by the background noises until i forget how to be alone. How to just watching people f...

If he want, he would.

If he wanted to work things out, he would. He would still say i love you when you fight. He will tone his voice down because it's you that he's trying to win, not his ego. He will say sorry first, regardless who makes the mistakes first. He will come to your house, even though your house is 1 hour driving by car. He would be patient, because he realize you need time. He would still say good morning even though you two fights the night before without resolving anything. He willing to talk things out, without keeping it and let it blow your relationship off into pieces. If he wanted to call you, he would. He will try to call you or at least text to know how your day were. Because he realize that when he let a day go by without talking to you, that day is just no good. He will let you know what is he doing whenever it is because he doesn't want to worry you. He will listen to you, because he really interested in your thought. Not just making small conversation. If h...