Mrs. Words

We keep wondering if things could be different for both of us. If time would be more convenient. If he and we actually end up together, instead of looking to each other from the other side of the road.  Either it's a not yet, next time, some other time, or even one day in the near future, there's nothing wonderful and joyful in being someone's almost. we experience a lot of almost in this so-called modern-day dating. Where the two of us could talk so deep, having lots of undeniably fun time together and it feels like we know this person for years. Then it's just gone. Vanished. It's like both of our head gets struck by the pavement and wake up not remembering anything. He can easily decide that we're not his person anymore and move on to find another. Almost is when the two of us lay in the same bed together but realizing the fact that this connection we just build goes up the roof the minute you walk out through that door.  Almost every almost-relationsh...

Right now in life, everything seems like you're coming to a dead-end. To the end of the road. At the edge of a cliff.  You absolutely have no idea where life might take you. You keep thinking of the life you've been picturing for so long--and this life isn't even close to what you're dreaming of. You haven't been on the place where you should be right now. That dream job hasn't been yours. Even the plan of getting married by 25 is forgotten because hell, every guy wants to take it 'casual' right now. You try to play it cool, try to brush it off. Telling people that 'I am living in my own timeline' or 'Things will falls into place for me one day' but you can't help to wonder: when is that 'one day' will actually happens to you? Why aren't you living the same timeline like your bestfriend who's already pregnant with her second child? Aren't you good enough either to be a mom? Why are you keep doing the same job...

How many times do you say ‘I’m ready’ in your life? Countless. You said it in a casual occasion—either it in class, or when your friends come to pick you up and asking if you already ready to go. Or when you get picked up by your uber and the driver asks you “are you ready to go?”, or when we are gonna starting something. But you know, it doesn’t always about starting something new. It can be about starting something that you always want to do but you never have the chance to do it. It’s not about one day again—once you said ‘I’m ready’, it will be day one. It will be how much effort do you put on that until you succeeded doing what you always want to do. It’ll be the kind of words that you always regret when you are older, wondering what could hold you from doing what you want to do. It’s just a simple two-words sentence, but it has a greater meaning in our life. It can takes us places. If you are not ready, you can never move because you always feel that something isn’...