Mrs. Words

What do you say when you failed a relationship? You will start blaming time. The thought of "the timing isn't right" will burst out of your mind, being the first cause of why some relationship doesn't work. Why some people aren't together. Why they ghosting other people.  We start using timing as an excuse of why we don't act. Why we never pick up the phone to say we miss them or apologize of things we did to them. Why we met all the wrong people in--we say--the right time and all the right people in what we thought, the wrong time. Timing become an excuse of why life didn't align to the things we want, instead brings us to the things we don't know we need it yet.  Since then we become obsessed with the terms 'good timing', but what exactly a good timing is? Is it when all the things makes sense to us? Or when every moment become convenient for us? Or when we finally have the courage to the things we always want to do, so we kinda feel t...

First, i know it's a little bit crazy, coming from a girl who never dated you. But i'm gonna break up with you.  We were never an exclusive. We were never an item. But i like to believe we almost were. We were never saying 'i love you' to each other. But we have the 'zing'. I know we have the zing when i met you in front of my office when you picked me up from work, asking so eagerly to meet me just before i went to Singapore for vacation. Seems like you want to prove something for yourself and you were too afraid to let me go by even for a day. The zing was too obvious to ignore. I felt it and you felt it too, but you were holding yourself and politely saying be careful on my trip and wishing that you could see me again after my trip.  We worked so well together. There's never a day that our conversation stopped because it gets too boring. Usually because you have to go home, or there's some work getting in your way, or i get too busy with my wor...

If he wanted to work things out, he would. He would still say i love you when you fight. He will tone his voice down because it's you that he's trying to win, not his ego. He will say sorry first, regardless who makes the mistakes first. He will come to your house, even though your house is 1 hour driving by car. He would be patient, because he realize you need time. He would still say good morning even though you two fights the night before without resolving anything. He willing to talk things out, without keeping it and let it blow your relationship off into pieces. If he wanted to call you, he would. He will try to call you or at least text to know how your day were. Because he realize that when he let a day go by without talking to you, that day is just no good. He will let you know what is he doing whenever it is because he doesn't want to worry you. He will listen to you, because he really interested in your thought. Not just making small conversation. If h...